Mismatched

Out of place, 

that's what she felt. 

Misunderstood, 

was her reality. 

Wondering what was wrong with her?

Why couldn't she fit in?

Uniqueness run in her blood. 

Different, 

that was in her bones.  

Shooting star, 

her heart whispered. 

In that moment she knew. 

There comes a great suffer with uniqueness. 

Karolina X

Running

Why you do that?
Are you running again?
Aren't you tired?
Are you crazy?
They asked, yet the answer was more complex.

Running gives me freedom, 

gives me space, 

gives me time. 

I put on earphones and feel like no one can get me. 

I feel like I'm in a bubble. 

No interruptions. 

Just me, my running shoes and the road ahead. 

Music is just a background for my mind. 

I can organize everything, 

plan or even deal with problems. 

When I run, 

I don't care what I look like, 

wheather I'm a sweaty mess or not. 

I run like I'm 5 years old again, 

and the road is my playground. 

Karolina x

Biggest enemy

Demons,
Fed with self-doubt,
Stronger with every insecurity.
Haunt in the dark.
Unexpected,
Hit harder than you can take.
Eyes,
That's where they hide.
Exhausted,
But it's only the beggining.
Your own mind is your worst enemy.
Shatters your soul like a glass.
No glue is strong enough to seal broken pieces forever.

Karolina x

Sentimental

Years passed. 
Once again walkin' through those streets, 
streets that once saw all the secrets you keep. 
Buildings that held your tears and fights. 
Faces that hide those good, old memories. 
You see them. 
See it all.
But they aren't the same. 
Missing spark that once ignited. 
It's been replaced. 
The same spark in you has died. 
Suddenly you can't help it,
but feel like an intruder in your own city. 



Karolina x

nudity

Bare skin, 
the closest it could be, 
you thought you touched it all, 
but it's not real nudity. 
Exposure comes within soul, 
once it's uncovered you get the taste of bareness, 
there's nothing more touching than soul.
That is the closest you can get to someone. 
Naked mind, 
highest state of nudity. 



Karolina x

Extraordinary

Precious flower,
one of a kind,
a golden rose in a see of reds, 
unique.
Everybody wants it, 
everybody's desperate for that flower.
But once you get a taste, 
you feel the danger. 
This plant is hard to pick, 
but it's even harder to maintain. 
It's not easy to keep up with the precious flower.
Don't pick those flowers if you want normality. 
Because that's the opposite of what you'll get. 
Be aware. 
Moreover,
do not ever try to make them normal.



Karolina x