29.09.2018

loneliness among people

Friends, 
family, 
strangers, 
parties, 
nights out, 
crowded places.
They go to every party there is.
So called attention seekers. 
Extroverts,  
yes. 
But dig deeper.
Sometimes there's a reason for that, 
thing you wouldn't think of in the first place. 
But let me tell you a secret.
Demons haunt you when you're alone, 
so going to all these places with people can be the best they can do to ease the pain. 
To stop their own minds for a moment. 
To escape their thoughts.



Karolina x

5.09.2018

Perfect moment?

We live in a world where people keep waiting for perfect moment, 
we constantly say: I'll do that when ....
... I'll travel when I'll finish school
... I'll get a dog when I'll be 30
... I'll BE HAPPY when ... ?
When?
We're addicted to these conditions, 
conditions that only constrict us. 
Well, you can't do something because you didn't fullfill requirement you set for yourself?
Sounds like bullshit to me. 
We are our own prisoners. 
I admit, I get caught up in that too. 
I make way too many 'whens', 
but ...
What if they'll never come?
What if there's no perfect moment?
I guess we just need to take any moment we get and make it perfect. 



Karolina x