Drunk&happy

She was sitting on the balcony,
drunk.
11 degrees.
Cold wind was planting small kisses on her face.
She was listening to small drops of rain hitting the ground.
She smiled to herself.
She hasn't felt such happiness in awhile.
In that moment everything felt perfect. 
Nothing could destroy that.
Not even her parents that were arguing all day, 
not even her brother and his stupid comments about her new dress,
not even her best friend that was talking about her boyfriend 24/7.
She didn't feel the pain anymore.
She decided not to feel pain.
For the first time in forever she felt like she was able to decide about her life, 
about her feelings.
She felt the control, 
which she hasn't felt in years, 
and this felt so real to her.

Karolina x